Day #29 We are on the World Wide Web tomorrow!!!

Today I was a mess. For some reason and to be honest I can't even tell you why. The doctor called to tell me that Trey was doing well and they were going to start backing down his 02. You think I would have been happy but I was scared. I told him that it made me nervous that his A&B's had nearly stopped and I was afraid that this would make them start again. He just reassured me that it had to be done and he will tell us if he isn't ready. I just want him to be okay...all the time. The ups and downs have to wear on him and if not they are wearing on me. So, needless to say my mood wasn't that great. Once we got to the NICU I instantly felt better. I picked Trey up and just hugged him and kissed him. Then I felt better.

He was wide awake when we arrived at the NICU tonight. He just looked at Chris and I with those big beautiful eyes. We just sat there and studied him and his facial expression. Believe it or not babies do have personalities. I wouldn't have thought so but they do. And of course, he is doing just well as usual.

Tomorrow, http://www.thebump.com/ will be featuring our birth story with pictures. This is a very big deal in the world of mom's the bump is the meeting place for millions of mommies and TTC'ers (trying to conceive). It is an honor that they want to feature our story so , please check it out.