Day #28 Four weeks old!!! I can't believe it =)

Today, our little monkey is 4weeks old...WOW, I just can't believe it. Four weeks ago I would have told you that time was going to go by like molasses and I did know how I was going to make it. To tell you the truth time has flew by. This has been one of the hardest time of my life. Even more difficult then the car accident, believe it or not. All that considered, just looking at Trey makes all my worry and concern go away. I mean, of course I would love for this to been under better circumstances but it is what it is and every moment I get to spend with my son is just perfect. He is doing really well...He is on his last rounds of antibiotics. His A&B episodes have practically stopped. The doctors are talking about weaning him from the O2 soon and that means I will get to bottle feed him and start working on breastfeeding. YEAH!!!


This month has been full of ups and downs. Having a preemie is difficult emotionally and physically. I worry all the time, I barely sleep. I often forget to even eat. Sometimes, I feel like this situation has made me stronger sometimes it makes me weak. Chris and I are living this moment by moment and day by day. Sometimes, we are rocks for each other other times we couldn't be weaker. But, ya know...this is our crazy life and I couldn't love it more. Ups and downs good and bad I have a beautiful son and wonderful husband and I wouldn't change my life for anything.