Day #40

Trey is so close to doubling his birth weight. Today he weighed at 4lbs 9.5 ounces. Hopefully, tomorrow I will be able to say that he has officially double...He is so close.

I can't wait to bring him home...I know that I have said that like a million times since this has all started but it finally is starting to feel like it will happen soon. And, by soon I mean 4-6 weeks. I know that seem like a long time but really it isn't, at least it isn't when you look at it from a milestone prospective. He still needs to be off of the O2 and learn to eat. But for now, I will just love every moment I get with him. I really love just holding him, changing his diaper, listening to him breath and coo, and smelling him. I have to say he smells great...I know that sounds funny but he does. I just kiss him and snuggle him and I just love it. I have to say, even though this situation really sucks, I LOVE being a mom.